Campaign Story

Hello!

Im Erica and I am 30 years old.

I know, some will say, 30?? Why is she worried about egg preservation for? Please dont scroll.
Buckle up for the story of me and why I need this.

On September 8, 2025 I got bloodwork back stating that my HCG levels were at a <1. Meaning Premenopausal. That was not only shocking but terrifying. I have wanted more babies for so long (proud mother of 1 beautiful 9 year old) but of course I allowed a man who was unsure of it, waste my time. 8 long years.

Now let’s go back to Summer 2021. It was one of the most traumatic times in my life.
(Massive trigger warning incoming)
It was so traumatic that what i will tell you next may shock you, and may hurt so please only proceed with care:
I dont even know how to say it really, im just now beginning to even fathom that it happened recently in the last few months (relying on photos i took at the time because I couldnt process what was happening to me and comparing to research and other people’s opinions on what they see) and i hate to say but i had a Stillborn baby in my toilet. While I was completely alone and my brain completely disallowed me from being able to process that is what it was. (But photos and such make it clear as day unfortunately for me and my nightmare continues.)

I have wanted another baby desperately for years, not ready to give up on that motherly aspect of life yet, but now my near future is very uncertain.

While I was finally accepting thats what happened in 2021 in September of this year, while getting those Premenopausal results back, and being homeless illegally being kicked out of my apartment with no notice, very sick and losing my job because of everything happening to me, and going through a very rough breakup: I made a very VERY bad mistake out of fear and because I was in psychosis over the stress and lack of sleep.

Now, because of that mistake I can be expected to be potentially incarcerated for up to 14 years. I doubt i would be for that long because its my first offense but still thats scary to think about and even scarier watching my dreams of being a mother again becoming impossible .

I just need help getting money to freeze my eggs, im currently looking desperately for work to pass the time u til I get answers on whats happening (Next Summer 2026 I go to trial) but its hard on a ankle monitor.

Please, I know that i dont deserve it but help me. I dont want much out of this life and if i lose this i dont know whats going to keep me here.